Something I have recently come to the conclusion on while studying the book of Psalms with our church is that no mater how hard I try, I can never allow the Holiness of God to shine through my life. It just won't happen! This was so discouraging to me at first. I felt like a failure as a Christian woman. That is until I read Psalm 51!
Psalm 51:10-13
Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from Your presence and do not take Your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and sustain me with a willing spirit. Then I will teach transgressors Your ways, and sinners will be converted to You.This spoke to me in so many ways. The first was the realization that the Lord is the one who creates a clean heart in me! How many times I feel as though I can do everything myself. "Create in me a clean heart", the Lord is the one who purifies my heart! "Restore the joy of Your Salvation", God restores my joy!! How freeing it is to realize God will provide me with joy and purify my heart! In doing so, I can be the wife and mother that God is calling me to be. How do I allow the Holiness of God to work through my life? By letting Him to work through my life, and knowing I can't do it on my own.
Sweet Clara and I a few months ago in the bluebonnets.

